life... *sigh*

Life... so complicated. People at school have been saying mean things behind my back. I am slightly hurt by this. Luckily it's only the boys, not the girls. But still, I wonder if my ex has been saying mean things, too. :( I hope not. That would be      mean. Why do people target other people?
Carter is stupid. He shoves me when he walks by and he calls other people "bitches" and "lesbians." He called my friend both of those the other day. I dont know why he likes to tell people about himself so much ;)


but i guess this is just typical middle school. But our school was supposed to be different. Not as mean, better education. New people who come to our school are changing the way it was, which i hate. >:(
well whatever. I guess I can handle the pain. The stupidity. The watever else there is. 


sigh... life


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.. ughh

ughh. hav you ever met that one guy? the one you know is right for you? yes well i THOUGHT i met him. he was awesome. he was everything i could ever want. well APPARENTLY that wasnt the case for HIM. :/


When we WERE dating, he said i was amazing that he would do anything for me. and then i canceled our first date. idk why, I WAS JUST SO STUPID! and on the day that we were SUPPOSED to go on the dated that I myself had canceled, guess what? he broke up with me!!!! omg i really hate myself now! maybe if i hadnt had quit the date, we would still be together. but noooooooo i guess im just that stupid. i will NEVER, and i repeat, NEVER forgive myself!!!!!


(i will not do a heart because the is no such thing as love if the guy of your dreams is not right for you)


audrey


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Omg So this is how i felt after I broke up with Harrison... Haha I guess I was REALLY mad. Poor me :( Anyways.. totally over that.. Kind of 
(Edited May 30th)
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FISH

okay if you see the new thing i added, you can FEED THE FISH!! isnt that cool??? YES it is. ok welll if you looook cloooooselyyyyyyyyy you should be able to see the WHITE FISH.  i bet you didnt notice that ;) well if you see five beautiful regular fish, then i hav changed the color. but stick around. maybe i will change it bak :D

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WOWWWWW!!!

WOW i havent posted in a LONG TIME! but what does it matter? nobody even follows this so wat the heck? lol.
RECENT DISCOVERIES:
-Forever 21 is amazing
-Perfume is a must
-Crimped hair looks good -- ON ME!
-I am super good at writing poems!
-I have a lot of money.. for a 13 year old
-My ears pierced is awesome
-I really want hoops
-My phone is the best thing thats ever happened to me. Also the worst
-Ex's are soooooooooooooo oh so annoying!!!!! >:(
-ex's also REFUSE to talk to you
-Ex's are incredibly cute when you can't have them
-I am incredibly cute when I'm mad
-I am good a talking for long periods of time
-This post has gotten too long
-I discovered new things to put on my blog :D
-FEED THE FISH!!!

there you have it. a lot of things i hav discovered. (i didnt bother to count. u can do it yourself. if there is a you...)

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I took a friend quiz. I was just messing around and look what i got! haha dont worry im not a bad friend!

You Are 59% Of An Outstanding Friend

^*^*^...your a good friend!^*^*^...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what type of friend are you?
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A New Year

every year school starts again. everyone has an idea of who he cool kids are going to be, but no one knows for sure. Be careful, though. First impressions are taken for granted. friends can be mean. boys will be stupid. school will get tough. but i've learned that if you smile and laugh along, you will make friends! I like having a lot of friends and have a good time. What about you? Do you sulk or do you smile?

Click on this to take a quiz on what kind of friend you are :D

:D

hello

I realized that you don't just want to be supportive when you HAVE to. you should be supportive every day and always be happy and fun to be around. I recently realized this, and this is not the way i would have  liked to say what i found out, because it sounds like the cheesy stuff you hear from your parents: "you should ALWAYS be happy," and things that you don't want to listen to because you don't understand. One day this realization just came to me and i don't know how to explain it. Maybe you will know what i mean one day. Maybe you won't. it's just something that hits you all the sudden and you're speechless. Life isnt about being in the center. It's about knowing whats right.

Sometimes

sometimes i sit and think

about everything there is

to think about

about the world

the sky

friends

love

do people love me?

what does this  man think of me?

am i a stranger or a friend?

sometimes i sit and think

about things

who knows

what i think about

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How Do You Do?

How do you do
Young woman
Kind sir
How do you do
For i am watching you
How do you do
Small girl
Silly boy
Have a nice day
And frolick and play
For I will "how do you do"
All day

Summer Rain

Summer Rain
Has it ever come?
I stand
waiting for it
The sky is clear
But not for long
My Summer Rain will come
I'm waiting for it
The sun is burning
But some the rain
It will not burn so much
Come, Summer Rain,
And I will embrace you
But does it ever come?

The Lazy Song

Here's part of the Lazy Song by Bruno Mars


Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
Nothing at all, nothing at all

Tomorrow I'll wake up, do some P90X
Find a really nice girl, have some really nice       .
And she's gonna scream out
"This is great"
(Oh my god, this is great)

Yeah, I might mess around
And get my college degree
I bet my old man will be so proud of me
But sorry pops, you'll just have to wait

Oh yes, I said it, I said it
I said it 'cause I can

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

A 'Japenese Haiku' I made

An Autumn leaf twirls-

Down from its long, twisted branch

Resting on the ground

Dreams

These are things on my mind, things i DREAM about, and other things. :D

As the sun goes down

When the sun goes down
It is when I am no more
The sun is my life
My string of life
That I hold.

Without it I am nothing
For you are my sun
My light
That takes away the darkness
And brings me home